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Silent Cry

The scars left behind are far to deep to heal.

Remebering the torment is something

you'd like not to be at one time real.

Holding dark memories from days not so long ago,

trying so very hard not to let the feelings show.

Internal cries,

a heart aches and bleeds,

one sign of approval is all that you need.

"Kids can be cruel", is how the old saying goes,

but unless you too have been there,

how cruel they can be

only your hardend and broken heart

will be the one to truly know.

Listen...Can you you the silence ?

PROCLAMATION

Standing alone, looking down upon my life, shreds of what is left of my dignity I hold onto.

Words cutting like a knife, they know not who or what they speak of, yet they've deemed themsleves the righteous ones.

Not matter what you do or say it will never be satisfactory, even though you know you've done it correctly.

Holding back the facts to prevent a never ending battle that you refuse to fight, nor do you have the energy left to do so.

~D.R.G. (04 April 01)

PERCEPTIONS

You may precieve me as childlike, yet this is only what I let you see.

You may assume me to be belligerent, however my intelligence I often mask.

You may say I have issues, which may at times hold true,

But it is I who is doing all the listening.

I am only letting you partially into my world,

for the other side is for me to hold onto,

and to share with whom I trust the most.

~D.R.G. (05 April 01)

ANSWER ME

Who is it that calls out my name ? I can hear it being repeated within my head yet when I turn to respond it is only me standing there.

What is my purpose here ? I feel as though everytime I near the end of this maze s new wall awaits me.

When will I finally fit in ? To be excepted for all that I am would be pure bliss.....

will I be able to handle that new emotion ?

Where is my dark knight ? I care not about romance for it is hard to miss what one has never before experienced yet, I seek some form of solice.

How will I ever trust anyone in this lifetime ? They cast their stones at me while my back is turned and offer me roses when I face them.

Perhaps my misery is their content?

~D.R.G. (05 April 01)

Questions

If I try to walk away will you hold me back ? Will you tell me not to go, or will you turn me loose ? you ?

Will it pain you if I were to

walk towards another ? Or would you set me free ?

When I am not near do you feel a void within your heart & soul ? Do you find solice in the tone of my voice,

does it beckon you ? And when you fall asleep am I the last vision in your head, do you yearn to have me lying beside you ?

Do I drive you insane, or am I your sanity ? ~D.R.G.

SWEET REMAIN

I can smell the remains of his scent upon me.....it excites my senses. To have him in my arms, if only for a brief moment, is better to have not have held him at all. I desire and crave him like no other,to merge my self with him is total bliss unlike any I've ever felt....I yearn to be near him, yet alas, I am nothing but a trinket. Sadly, I'd give to him my world regardless , but he does not want what I have to offer.I walk from him, head bowed, to meet his eyes is to much torture for there is no love within them. Once more I have failed , but I hold with me the memory of his touch even though I may no more feel it.~D.R.G.

Crawling to you, eager to savor your sweet taste

To enrapture your soul, fulfill each and every aching desire.

The bitter sweet scent of your flesh, no way to contain my needs.

One touch of your hand will free me, one look into your eyes .

set me free.

Watching your every move, memorizing your ways,

Captured within my mind.

Vivid images , dreams so real,

I hear you breathe even though your not there.

Return to me.

Sweet misery, wanting to flee,

wanting to hold you,

grasping onto something so far away,

yet so near .

Pleasure in this torture,

restraints no longer there,

defenses gone,

no more fears.

Join with me.~D.R.G.

The "Under a Quicksilver Moon" Series

(scheduled to be released Winter 2002)

Price	ISBN	Description
$49.95	1-57553-729-X	Classic, coffee-table quality hard-bound volume. Features poem "Silent Cry." Printed on fine-milled paper specifically selected to last for generations. Approximately 250 pages.

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